Saturday, December 18, 2010

Ultimate despair

That's a dire title and maybe it's a bit over stated but I have a way of occasionally sinking into one of these moods.  I don't do this spontaneously but it is usually a combination of things.  Tonight it consists of the Christmas season, having no relationship, thinking about it and watching absolutely the wrong movie.  I have a real talent for choosing the wrong movie for the moment and I did it tonight.  I found myself on the verge of tears.  The movie wasn't sad it was just the wrong movie for how I was feeling.  I was sad or sad enough that the movie touched me in the wrong way.  I am now sitting here feeling like I need to break out in full tears.  Sigh!  This too will pass... I hope.

Peace and as always my Love,


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