Stumbling

I have tried to write a post several times today and this is all I can come up with. The first thing is that I have made a mistake eating today and feel really bad. I have already made a trip to the bathroom. I hope it will only be the one. I also feel kind of depressed and I really don't know how to write about it. I know what the problem is but I really don't know how to approach it. A part of my life has taken a bad turn and I really wish it hadn't gone that way. There may be no remedy and I am really sad about that. How's that for vague?

What isn't vague is the knot in my stomach! So much for eating anything more today. I'll be lucky to keep some tea down now. Oh, gosh!

I can't be intelligent feeling like this, sorry. Have a good day.

Love,
Shel

Things that suck!

Pardon my abrupt language, but several things are increasingly hard for me to take. The pain in my back is one of those things. It comes and goes now. Whenever I try to do something strenuous I pay with some pretty good (severe) pain. This clearly sucks!

A friend and I had had some misunderstandings a while ago and I thought we had settled things. She isn't returning phone calls, so I guess things aren't so good. I am so tired!

Today I was at a meeting in Hartford ( I have meetings at this place a lot) and when I came out I discovered that my car had been vandalized. A window was broken, my center dash console was pulled apart, my cd/stereo player was stolen and my GPS unit was stolen. There were other items stolen also but I am not going to itemize here. This clearly sucks big time!

The fact is that I really don't have much. I have a car with 175,000 miles on it and a very few personal possessions. I am on a pension and SS disability. I can't afford this kind of thing. I sure hope insurance pays something. I can drive without the radio and do without the GPS but The center console needs to be repaired as does the window! The console controls the heat in the car.

Oh well!

Love, Shel